NTS: his promises don’t mean shit bc he doesn’t care as much about you as you do him, you’re no longer a priority to him, as if I Ever was. Stop wanting him to text you, care about you, love you because He won’t, he’s too wrapped up in his own world to give anything to you. I mean yes of course he cares* about you as a friend and your general well being but not enough to take time out of his day to talk to you and ask you how you’re doing. He doesn’t care that much about you anymore - time to get over him. And fuck does this longing and wanting hurt so much it feels like a deep pit has nested itself into my chest cavity. I miss him but I need to realize that he cannot provide the mental and emotional support I need from him right now, time to take some time for myself right now and not give in to the physical pleasure sides of what we have…
already found my fav picture from worlds
There needs to be a code word or something that means “my brain is fighting me every step of the way today and I feel like I’m going to vibrate out of my skin, so I need you to forgive everything and go slowly and speak softly and lower your expectations.” And then we could all just be like, “I know I said we could go to a movie tonight but… tangerines.” And the other person would nod and squeeze your elbow or rub your head and you wouldn’t feel like a failure.
My dad made a huge mistake by buying a key lime pie…. In 5 days I’ve eaten half the pie myself… I’ve only done a bit of yoga last night bc I’ve been feeling awful/sick and I have a fever today :(
Do you ever just wanna frick frack with someone so badly you have to literally restrain yourself when you’re around them